Let me be clear before anything else. When I use the word insanity here, I am not insulting anyone. I am describing a mechanical condition. A person whose entire world is built on unreliable secondhand information, defended by substanceless identity, and enforced by legal fiction is not evil or stupid. They are operating a structure... Continue Reading →
Meta Bullshit Machine: Compulsive Behavior and the Body That Stored It
What Childhood Activation Does to the Sacral Nervous System — and Why the Desire You're Ashamed Of Isn't Who You Are I'm going to say something out loud that most people only say in their heads, if they say it at all. Some of what drives the most compulsive, most hidden, most shameful adult sexual... Continue Reading →
Meta Bullshit Machine: How Misleading Beliefs Build Our Reality
How Bad Ideas Become Load Bearing Almost nobody builds a house of lies on purpose. They build on what they were given. They build on what everyone around them was building on. They build because the foundation looked solid and the people who laid it had credentials and the people who questioned it got called... Continue Reading →
Beyond Belief: Presence, Source, and the Bullshit Machine
On presence as the path to Source, the belief machine that keeps you from it,and the elegant con of the external God. You Were Here Before Any of This Before you had a single opinion, a single fear, a single thing you were certain about — you were already here. There was a you before... Continue Reading →
The Bullshit Machine 2: Navigating the Design of What We Are. Chapter One- The Architecture of The Bullshit Machine
Chapter One The Architecture of “The Bullshit Machine” How We Build the Cage, Decorate It, and Call It Home “Belieflessness doesn’t feel like openness. It feels like falling through the floor.” I want you to meet Gary. Gary is not his real name. Gary is everyone you have ever watched slowly disappear into himself while... Continue Reading →